I fucin try

I don't know what guys think about me . id ont know if they think I'm a joke or if im a easy slu. all I know is that i make an effort to be like and know.  ever guy i ever been wit has treated me real good. Lola I been ver fortunate. lately i been whatever with men. Whats  really sad is that beautiful women can get whatever they want.  I really feel blessed to have and got what i have if that make sense. I have a man that supposedly loves me.  have man that will give me whatever I want. I have no reason why he wants to give me everything I want. its strange and weird. I'm like why does he love me why is he by my side. I think its cuz he is an insecure white man. But still he really likes me allot more than an ordinary guy would. sigh my life has been all about an endless search of love. I'm can honestly admit I'm a hop less romantic. Meaning my heart hurts when my heart is broken, rejected, hurt, lied, or used. Let me tell you a broken heart is not painful but deeply scared. You feel like your sunk to the pit of your stomach and all you can do is cry/ Your warm tears falling down your face. With blurry vision........trying to see clearly visually and mentally but its so hard to clear your head and your thoughts. Im really upset right now I dont think I can type anymore... i just like to say i appreciate any man or woman thats taking the opportunity to love mr and accept ME 4 WHO AND HOW I AM I KNOW IM NOT PERFCT BUT I FUCIN TRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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My Hair Products

Current mood:blessed

So recently I been gettin asked what the hell I use in my hair. So I must be doing something right. I appreciate the compliments I get from my people bout my hair. So Im specifically makin this blog bout the products I use and I how I use them. Enjoy.

1. Pantene's Beautiful Lengths Shampoo/Conditoner $ 3.99 each
2. Organic Root Stimulator olive Oil Replenishing Pak $ 1.39                                               
3. Spectrum Naturals Coconut Oil Organic $ 9.99
4. Nexxus Headress Volumizing Leave In Conditioner $ 19.99
5. Nexxus Exxtra Gel Style Creation Sculptor $ 19.99
6. Sephora Wide Tooth Comb $ 4.00

I have natural curly hair so I have to wash it every three days. I use pantene pro-v beautiful lengths. This stuff is awesome it leaves your hair soft and smelling real good! I have notice that my hair has gotten longer within the past few months so if your trying to grow out your hair this is what you need! My hair is really thin and falls out alot im surprised im not bald so this product doesnt make my hair fall out like past shampoos/conditioners. When I want to straighten my hair I use the organic root stimulator olive oil replenshing pak its a deep conditioning treatment. It softens/strengthings/moisturizes your hair. Everytime I use it I notice a big difference my hair is stronger softer and easier to straighten and detangle and it doesnt look as dry. As soon as I get out the shower I use the Spectrum Naturals Coconut Oil Organic  Comb it thru and focusin on my ends P.S always detangle your hair in the shower while you have conditioner in your hair. After the coconut oil I use Nexxus Headress Volumizing Leave In Conditioner all thru out my hair. Finally I use Nexxus Exxtra Gel Style Creation Sculptor if I want to rock my hair curly. Then I let my hair air dry. I dont like usin the blow dryer cuz it dries the shyt out  hair causin split ends. Curly hair always has to be moisturized. When combin your hair always start at the ends never at the roots. I might not be a professional but I know how to take care of my hair. If your trying to grow your hair out its important for you not have your tied up in a pony tail or tight buns. Try to let your hair breath and wear your hair down or wear loose hair styles. thats about it ladies, let me kno if yall got any questions!
 

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