Man im so freaking tired like lately I been feeling really drained. Like energy is being sucked out of me by the second ughhhhhh. I been craving pizza like a mofo for the past few days I think I even dreamed about it. I wake up thinking dam I jusst want a stuff crust pizza from pizza hut asap. I think im gonna call steve and ask him to bring me some type of fast food cuz Im in need of some fat ass food. So I finally have real internet I have been depending on my blackberry for internet and boy did that suck. Now everything loads up fast now I feel like being semi productive wen im online. Oh and I want doritos god that would be so good right not lol. Im watchin kendra right now she looks so cute pregnant and her and hank are so beautiful together. Wen I have my kid im so gonna make one wit a man thats willin and accepting of marryin me or like s the concept of marriage lol. Why the hell do I always miss my brother lol its he is the male version of me we jinx each other all the time I fucin love that kid! My fucin piercin is falling out I dont wat im gonna do about it...I dont kno if I should let it fall out or pull it out? I dont kno if I should go to my piercin guy and have him remove it and see if he can repierce it asap. I wonder if hes going to charge me? lol it looks so nasty lol its like a metal chunk and and a diamond growing out of my chest lol. Dam this new bra is amazing I have super cleavage its amazin its as if I gotten a boob job I cant stop lookin at my tits lol usually I dont care about my boobs or how big they gotten but lately im just in disbelief about them lol. But the bad part is if I ever begin to workout and seriously diet they will dissapear and I will be back to 36 b instead of a full 36c but I doubt Im a c cup right now I really think Im a d? crazy huh. I think thats what im going to do today find out my real cup size. Dam I had to park my car at the top of the fucin hill last night I dont kno if I did a good job or what. I hope my car is still there lol. Yea the greatest things happen to only me keep that in mind. Man I need to take a shyt and my dad just went in the bathroom hes shyt shower and shaving, yesterday I took a great shyt at monicas crib. God it felt so good ten pounds lighter lol. All thanks to prune juice. Thats my natural laxitive im gonna try to take a shot of it everyday to get my poop flowing. I forgot to take today hold on im gonna get sum right now yummy *cough cough* Oh look who text me *****(annoymous) lets see what it says.............."Any plans today?" hmm........my plans today are I have no fucin clue I just woke I diary/bloggin on a wack social network..........you tell me what my plans are. No seriously its way to early for me to decide what the fuc I want to do with myself. I know I want to rehydrate myself with about a gallon of water a cup or 2 of green tea pop my omega 3 pill, fish oil pill, and a spoon full of flaxseeds yes all that healthy crap my mom put me on to it she is obssessed with me taking all that crap what I dont understand is how am I still constipated if I take all this stuff thats suppose to reglate my daily shyts? Can someone tel me what is wrong with my poopin intestines is it because I dont eat real mmeals??????????? Wait wat was I talking about oh yea the person who wants to chill with me today yea yea yeaaaaaaaaa ok ok lol im fucin nuts at least she has learned to hit me 12 hours prior to meeting up. I like wen someone who wants to chill wit me or whatever lets me kno a week in advance or 3 days I dont kno if it even matters cuz that same exact day I might change my mind.......wow I typed an essay and havent even gotten half the shyt I wanted to out of my brain.........fuc im to lazy to keep typin mayb i will make another one later but defint tommoro SUPERBOWL .......I hate not havin a superbowl date so said superbowl is like my valentinesday its sad and lonely wen i dont have a man next to me on the couch while we drink unlimeted amounts of beer and watch the big screen surround sound and have a quickee during halftime............memoriesssssssss *sigh*
Touchdownnnnnnnn lol
Highlight of the day- I didnt wake up with a hangover
Tip of the day-Dont leave a bag of condoms in your room. Especially if you have a nosey mother that takes and hides them and tries to use them as bait to spark up convo. she sneaky lolModem
My internet has been so slow only because I have been usin my blackberry as a modem. It takes forever. I guess its better than no internet. Something happen to the router dont know what the problem is. I intend to call and find out what the problem is but obviously Im to lazy. My carrots taste old. I cant let them to waste. My blogs are so boring. Why is it wen ur in class ur super tired but once u get home ur wide awake? I been a real crab lately I dont kno wat my problem is. Mayb im just overwhemed from school and feeling screwed over. You ever watch that show intervention or that mtv show about the chiks being alcoholics? anyways love watchin that show just seeing the girls drink and drink and drink thru out an entire day until they pass out it jus fascinates me. They drink alot like a big ass bottle of barcardi. Its very impressing. but the part that sucks is they act out of control afterwards. Dam my phone is gettin shut off in 8 days they want 500.00 fuc tht shyt i dont talk to anyone anyways. i rather payoff a credit card for that. im done goodbye
Hightlight of the day-Seein less air in my car tire
Tip of the day- If your tires are rotted like mine get new ones and stop driving asapHe still gonna love me
I apologize for the lack of blogs. I have been preoccupied with school and all. It is not easy to jump into something new and try to balance it out and make it seem normal. It was only last month I was Drinking and happy about a decision I mad on my own with out anybodys opinion. Yes I get shyt for my decision but at the end of the day I only have myself. I dont have you there by my side tellin me "do you really think this is right for you"? Well I guess I wont know until I try and learn form the ooutcome. Nothing we do in life is garanteed. How do you know if buying that new car is a good idea? How do you know signing that proxy is a good idea? How do you know keeping that baby is a good idea? How do you know startin a new career is a good idea. You know what you dont but you still take risk and pray to god that he be right by your side and guide you thru it. anyways I just realized its monday night and yes wrestling is on you know I got to get my dose of Randy Orton.........my love. Sooooo whats new wit me this is the only place in the world where I would express my self no bouandries no judgement half the shyt I write hear I would never say in someones face only god he kno whats on my brain. I cant believe its February 1st already. Hopefully I will pass my class Im not worried about makin the deans list its way to hard as it is. Im good wit a passin grade. lol im lookin at my default im a giant god all the girls I chill wit are tiny like wtf did your mom dukes feed yo asses.............did she even feed you? lol. I just did my nails Im going for the natural look im sick of paintin them its so pointless. I feel like anything that has to do with makin myself look better is kinda pointless. like seriously who really cares. I just want it to be 6am so I can just start tommorow and get it over with. yawn just get this week done. Today i got a text from Los, he had text me how he had won mad money from keno......for some reason that just pissed me off wen it comes to him i have to admt Im a fucin hater. Cuz this bum ass dude does absolutely shyt all day long 30 years old partyin like life has no point and meanin. My point he won I get mad cuz I help this dude out like crazy. Like if he need a ride, he need someone talk to, he need some, like he tells me jump i say nigga how high. lol im stupid yea yea anyways he kno im strugglin the stupid piece of shyt dont even try to help me out.wat kind of shyt is that! The only thing he does is fill my tank, buy liqs and stogs he only does it so he can try to fuc me.....key word try his sex is wack but thats another story. I told him like wtf ur a selfish dude I been hear for a minute and u treat me like a dum white bytch on yo shyt. He dont care I tell him karmmas a bytch you be gettin yo dose monthly. Its like I have 5 dudes that offer me whatever nothin is expected or needed they just feel bad and try to help like I told dude I got a ticket hes like dont worry bout it. I tell the other im real depress bla bla hes like I got mad love for u its ok I got u. Then I have this dick head wtf u askin me for shyt. I guess im stupid puttin up wit a fake friend. I should kno better. especially since hes a hater he hates to see me doing my own thing, I care bout him but hes just negative energy hes just tryin to bring me down.......enough bout him he like a disease that wont leave me alone. A man that cant sorry or know when he should be sorry and doesnt say sorry isnt a man. Your just a selfish piece of shyt. But u have a little girl grownin up about to hit puberty have fun with that.......karmas a bytch I wish her the best but we livin in worceseter her moms a rican spic no class or education so her daughter mostly like will be gay or pregnant in less then one year of her menstrual cycle and guess what the baby daddy is goona pull the same shyt her daddy did thats wen he will feel the pain and hurt of what he did to every femal he ever encountered in his life its sad that he hav to suffer thru his daughters pain............and until that day comes I want an apology for ever hurtin me. WOW sorry all that bullshyt people I just had some pent up anger inside...........dam i want a patron shot. writing shyt like this makes me think im right in the head..........who is yall just pretend your perfect......anyways im fucin out of here.
Tip of the day-DOnt give people rides cuz then they get use to that shyt and try to take advantage of your kindness
Highlight of the day-Fucin nothing..........shytNeva seen anything like it
You eva seen or met someone you was just so attracted to. Like you see them and think dam I wish that dude was my property cuz I would make him go crazyyyyyyyyy lol. So fine that you just want to do it all lol. hmmm just one day thats all I would ever need to convince you.too be anything I want you to be. Oh well the day Im real serious about a dude...... I dont know what hes gonna do wit him self that dude gonna be the happiest person alive ... Listen guys if I ever make an offer .........You should take it cuz you will never get an offer like that or probably never see me again and just to be a bytch na im not gonna expose myself like that let just say i will make u regret not takin me seriously how about that. yea im talkin about brad, and that cocky nigga probably got a small dick anyway im a big girl that dont need small dick sorry boo boo ur attitude and personality was great and your head but i like that full penetration lmao sorry if this offends anybody but if it does u obviously shouldnt be readin my blogs respect my freedom of speech please and dont over analyze my thoughts. Your opinion really doesnt matter when it comes to me expressin myself! ok ok ok anyways..............da ja vue wierd that was fucin creepy.................wtf um anyways I have a confession I was never a faithful person especially wen u cheated. That gave me the opportunity and excuse to have unlimeted amounts of male companionship I had a few men fill ur void of hurt and anger.........and some bomb ass sex like amazing sex. sex I never had I was 21 he was 18 that stupid slut could go like an energizer bunny................he fed my sexual appetite until I was full Im 26 I havent had it like that since so sad so sad......I dont kno think the kid was on viagra or something? he was a cutey..........his baby moms is a lucky bytch ok anyway im out here sory for my sexualy explicit blog u already kno y its like that. i feel like a virgin ooooooooooojazzy your so classy. I miss my premiscuos days.................I will probably delete this in 2 days but enjoy you sexy bytch
P.s you should of made me wifey........................
Highlight of the day- Jazmin u cant get a man cuz u drink too much .........um NOT
Tip of the day- Love god realize ur livin this one life and have fucin fun responsibly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Put yourself first and a man last.
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
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